Button and blogging

I'm Jealous alright.

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that's how i'm feeling now ):

Jealous.
Jealous of anyone able to see button at all.
I miss her, alotzxzs ):

Hasn't seen her for such a long time and I can't, seriously, can't bring him home. My dad is, (have no idea why) very sensitive to clealiness nowadays and button urinated on forgot-what-but-is-very-important-stuffs and that's why she'll have to go back to lili. Yeah, sure my mum and sisters are very fond of her but as all chinese families does, the father makes the decision.

I'm so guilty because it seems that i miss her more than my previous Shi Tzu and golden retriever.

Sigh. I dare to say i don't really love my Shi Tzu. That dog was a bastard. Kept urinating on my parent's bed and not listening to us. And c'mon, I was 10 when the doggie die.

I didn't took care of him when i was 10, i didn't bathe him, getting waters splashed all over me, I didn't took him for a walk alone with me, telling him all the things that are troubling me (great, i sound like an idot, talking to a dog), i didn't prepare and cook his food for him, I didn't let him follow me around the house (like he want liddat), i didn't gave up lunch with sisters and shopping with friends for him, i didn't slept with him and sang him lullabys (awesome, you must be thinking i'm crazy) and i didn't endured many, many, many many many scoldings from my parents thanks to him.

And all of above i did for button.

Sure i'm fond of the shitzu. And i love playing with him, but i didn't cared for him and treat him like my baby. I always seem to feel like there's some bond between us-me and the maltese. Bond that can only be natured through times spend together. Something that only button, Lili, her previous owner and her future owners gets to feel.

I wonder if button miss me?
Cause i miss her alot.

But I can't do anything, can I?



*Finish fa xie-ing*

Thanks for listening to my rant and for some background information, i love dogs and animals alot. And babies too :D but they're not in the topic now huh? haha.

I think people *stares at felicia* who are lucky enough to have a dog at home and treat it as none of their bizz *stares at feli again* should start caring for the dog.
Sigh, but we can't force people who don't like dogs and furry stuffs that moves *stares at ys* to develop a liking for them overnight can we? ):

Really thanks for listening to my rant! I like pen-ing down my thoughts and frustrations. I'll feel better when i write them down/tell them to someone. Used to be real pen and real ink in a diary but people adapt to available technologies and get lazier okay. Blogging is much more convenient and damn much faster. Sometimes telling someone is better, at least they can offer some opinions *look at ayl* But since I'm in malaysia, call to Sg can get real expensive. Especially calling to people like Feli make things worse.

"eh, then 怎么办?"

"har? 你问我啊?

"不然？"

"haaar, 不知道咧，没有试过这种情况"

"har, then how?"

"hmm, 问你自己咯"

"那里可以！我知道就不用问你了吗！"

" haaar... then... 怎么办?"

*continue similiar conversation for more than a hour*

Can puke blood when asking felicia for opinions lor!
Wernching also same kind one lor.

AYL better ;D

"怎么办?"

"erm,不然你这样这样这样咯，或那样那样那样咯"

and by my 这样这样这样 and 那样那样那样, she really gives suggestion one. THANKS YL!"

Haha and thanks loads to the same group of people who support my blog. Mainly my friends who have nothing better to do. Haha!
Thanks la guys! You know who you are! And spare me for my grammar errors/spelling mistakes. Cause I seldom, seldom as in almost never read back what i wrote. I'm planning to when my English reach a perfect standard. Then I'll think that I'm stupid, immature and act funny bo funny in my archive. HAHAHA.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT DAY !




still can't let go of button,
butcantdoanythingaboutit.