Saturday, August 14, 2010

falling up, up and up

Here's something dedicated to marjorie LOL. Have some perseverance my dear haha.

Anw YOG's opening ceremony was awesome, Singapore is awesome! (Y)
I don't care if the caucasians don't know where in the world is Singapore, 井底之蛙 hmph. I don't care if Singapore don't matter to many people, it's extremely important to me k. This was cultivated into me since i was a child by my primary school, poiching ftw!
*note, pqs, erm, shoo luh hahaha :P

Anyway, i just realised I've been feeling sort of weird towards my clique recently. Lack of time spending with them i guess. Sorry to break down the truth, but truth is we are really not as close as we seem in the open. Truth is i really didn't feel connected with some of you most of the times and I've been keeping it inside for some time now. Sorry to mess up your day with some of my words. I'm sorry, pick up my call and talk to me f?
This friendship-and-falling-out thing sucks for everyone.
I've said enough to you all and that's indeed how i feel.
Sorry again that i wasn't able to accept you for who you are.
But I do hope from the deepest of my heart that we'll still feel normal around each other, and ten years down when we still do meetups, thats if we do, haha, we'll be nostalgic about the past, not regretful. You guys were the ones i hang out with the most in my sec school life and each of you mean something to me, even though there were times when i felt like shit, when each of us feel sick of problems only we-know-what. (:

M was always the one giving us headaches and making us laugh our heads off, Y was the one rolling her eyes too many times a day but the only sensible one among us. F was the one always so sarcastic and making me hate and love her at the same time. P the girl i hope she'll never grow up and W the clever nerd always so philosophical and talking sense i'll never comprehend.
This will always be how i remember each of you. I take pride in being once an important participant in a stage of your life cross heart (:


I've come to learn that people walk in and out of our life, but life doesn't stop for anyone.
So cherish whoever you feel connected with at this point of time and remember those who gave you wonderful memories. And friendship doesn't need two-way to make it work.

If anyone of you see this. Don't make it screw your day again k. That's my last piece to you girls. *inserts bear hug*

And my dear old pig when are you waking up don't wake up already sleep till morning k caterpillar HAHAHAHAH (:
THAAANKKKKK YOUUU to pig and ellie for always standing by me and supporting whatever decisons i make. YOU ARE SO CHERISHED HUHU ♥

Back to completing 6 papers for physics. Arghhhh what the hell is wrong with me i should done it earlier :(
Support cindeee woohooo! Go! Go! Go!

Ps/ Novy i went to your tumblr already!

pig don't ever leave me. I'm afraid of loneliness.

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