Happy Mid-Autumn Festival :)

Wtf Cindy Tay stop being cliche. 

Happy mid-autumn

Today's mid-autumn festival, happy mid autumn, happy having a time to have an excuse to spend time with your family or call your old grandma to wish her happy mid autumn, happy remembering the stories they tell about the jade rabbit and the pretty lady up in the moon, happy watching the candles which got lined up in the shape of a heart shining in the dark, happy carrying your fish lantern like i had and happy watching the kids running around with paper lanterns in their right hand, laughing as if nothing else matters. 

They don't know, they just have no idea the problems they will face after growing up. School, interpersonal challenges, watching your friends stab you in the back, witnessing your best-friend got dumped by the jackass in the school who seemed more important than you when they're head over heels in love, bias teachers, parents, love, stress, dreams and all the small little details that make everyone have a lump in their throat. 

I'm supposed to be happy today, i'm not.

09/22 sucks. :(

I got back my poa results which made me so demoralized. Oh manxzs. I gotta get into me and xin's dream school. Which is my dad's dream school. Aishhh is my dream school lurrrrrrr urgh. Only my English and Chinese's results is can see one can. And what the !@*#^!@. I did better in Animation than poa. I cannot get over my poa results even though i know it's my fault. Urgh. Just passed my Sciences too. 

I'm such a loser. I should just go and die walao. 

Fuck biased teachers.

Note to self, stop being so cliche. Nobody likes it. 

See? i really should just go and die. -.-