graduate?

 

Tomorrow's graduation day. I'm feelin' a little apprehensive. Everybody's making such a huge deal about it. To be honest, i'll be glad to graduate, to be away from all that shit. Whether it be glory or shame, it's a chapter finished and it's time to flip the page. 

I wasn't a huge fan of my secondary school.  

There were certainly fun times worth reminiscing but not all memories sign happiness. There’s this bucket of failures that everyone will encounter in their sec school life. It’s kind of dark and it’s just something I won’t pick up the courage to touch if I was given a chance.

Truth is I was dying to be away from my school. There were many reasons: people, teachers, memories, responsibility.

It is true that we will drift apart from our classmates and close friends but if you make a point to maintain the friendship, it’s not hard to keep this relationship going. After all, like what my sec1 teacher once said, you keep the friends you make at your secondary school the longest.

I do and i will miss everything about school. I miss rolling eyes at unreasonable teachers, I miss bitching about that girl who talks too much, I miss laughing in the canteen, I miss complaining about how much homework are stressing me out.

But i still love the fact that i can finally leave all of my regrets behind and move on. I had big responsibility and I had disappoint some teachers/seniors. There shouldn't be any regrets in life but i'm not that great to not make regrets. I live, I regret, regretting is a part of life. It's weird for someone to not experience any regrets ever. It is unreal. It isn't life. Life was never so kind.

I'm apprehensive as i said. I know i would be sad but i'm actually happy that i'm moving on. This mixed feelings is confusing me.

Anws, i dunno why i sound so emo but yeah that's really how i feel towards graduation. 

(Aiyo, i'm supposed to sound cheerful 'cos that's how i feel when i chat with eleanor)

My friends are perfect. They made me experience the tolls of teenage years hahahaaah. 

They taught me many things and my sec school life would be unbearable if it wasn't for them. Sure, there's always tiffs between friends. But what matters is making out who your true friends are, and keep them.

But prss will always be rooted in my heart. 

ps/ sorry for the no link pics, i wanted to find pictures of us in uniforms but kinda fail hahaha. 

Bye people :)
And the pig that's sleeping urgh. :S