Monday, November 8, 2010

i love you

Don't you ever dare to grow up. :@

I love this boy. B'cos no matter what happens, i know it's gonna turn out fine with him around.

No matter what happened at home or in school, be it with studies; with friends; with teachers etc. And no matter how heated our arguments were, things always turns out fine. Problems solved, day saved. You always gives in to me and I always takes it for granted. Nobody asked you to. You could leave anytime you want.You weren't born for me and you aren't obliged to be my superhero. Yet time and again, you cheered me up with your jokes and laughter, you cuddle me in your arms and listened to my problems, you see me complaining about my friends and patching up with them the next day, you were always there. (Except when you go to sleep. Urgh. That always makes me mad) Sleeping was the only exception when you couldn't attend to a princess like me. And being the princess, i'll repeatedly be blasting at you because you aren't there. I know I've been taking you for granted and psss *shhh* i actually like it. Hahah. It's the first time in my life i feel hmm.. how do i put it.. prioritised. That's why insecurities constantly kicks in. 'Cos i know i'm not the prettiest, the smartest and the best girl you can be with. But from this today onwards, i realised one thing. *shhhhhh secret* And i'm going to guard this thing for as long as i can. I finally understand what they meant by 'believe in yourself'. Dear pig, i hope want you to adopt my way of thinking. UNDERSTAND? Don't let our insecurities ruin us :) 

And i really hope that you wouldn't grow up. 
Who knows what would happen tomorrow. You know...

*big sighhhhhhh* 

Don't grow up lur. :/ 
I mean, be mature. But don't grow up. This theory is unfathomable. I know...
*Whahahaha megamind*

I've said my piece. It's 4 in the morning. :O
Imma gonna hit the hay now. 
Goodnight aliens. :)


Sorry for being princessy and fierce and unreasonable and everything en't like me to be. And you're right about during the next quarrel this will just be another cycle that will happen again. But you wouldn't leave me. Will you?

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